Fantasy !!!

Today is a very very very bad day . No word can Describe it.Things dont go well since Jan started.. My luck was over since 2008 started.
From what i knw since 2008 stared till nw is I lost every thing.
No life, no luck, no passion,no sense,no hope,no trust.
I am born to be a failure.I am hopeless .I hope i can just fade away one day .Why is life so long?Cant it be shorter .
I cant find any reason for me to continue living in this world.
All exams fail ,I fail chinese , i had never fail before .This is my first time, the impact is too huge for me to accept.
Life is so boring , not all friends are trustable.

I want to be cold-blooded,and lose human feelings......